Broken RambleJust dont leave meIt broke my heart all over againWhen you said thatI never planned on leaving youAnd I told you soYou felt as miserable as iPossibly moreSince you knew you were the cause of my painI wanted to comfort youI hate when youre hurtingBut I couldnt get passed my own painI cried while we talked Cried because I couldnt help youBecause you chose herBecause I wasnt enough for youBecause I knew I wouldnt be able to change your mindBecause I was in love with youBecause I thought Id lost youBecause I knew it wouldnt be the sameBecause my hear
StillIts been two monthsMy heart still hurtsAnd tears still fallIm still here for you thoughJust like I said I would beSome days its unbearableEspecially since I found outShes moving with youThe wound wasnt even healedNow its bigger and deeperShe will officially have everything That I want and needWhich is you, only youAfter finding this outI thought I had completely lost youYou said I hadntIm not going to abandon you you saidWhen I asked if we were still okayIf there was now a distance between usMaybe you pulled awayMaybe I didOr both of us pulled away
ForeverTo me you were agelessAnd would be here foreverForever isnt as long as it sounds For you it was only sixty-eight yearsTwenty-one of those years I was with youClose to everydayNow youre goneAnd I have to face going through the days without youSo far the days are longToo longIts so hard knowing, youre not going to come backMoving to a new placeLiving alone for the first timeIts so quietSo lonelyI hate itI have to move onI need to learn to do all thisBy myself now